#Depression #Lossofhope #dontcareanymore
I’m in the depths of a pit at the moment. No one sees or maybe just doesn’t want to deal with the intense pain, I feel I am radiating to the world.
I am an extrovert who loves life, or I should say I used to be. Now, I have no joy within me. I’ve searched the synapses of my brain it for days; however, it’s like the pilot light to the positive existence I was once a part of, has been extinguished.
Where is my life long ability to push through? Why do I not leave the house? Who turned off the music? I need the DJ to turn the music back on.