I have bipolar 2 and my depressions tend to be bad. This is the one time I could describe it.

Darkness closes over me in waves, like a drowning man I fight against it.
But it entangles me with its tentacles, I struggle to move and it tightens even more, soon I can't feel any air getting into my lungs.
I open my mouth to try and breathe or scream and the darkness rushes in and my mouth clamps shut. I feel it running down my throat and filling up every space inside. It begins to suck the life out of me, there is no more light only darkness.
I give in and give up no one can help me now and it suffocates the remainder of life out of me.

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