Liveinmyskin

As soon as your eyes open in the AM, it hits you like a brick. can’t eat. Dizzy. I’ve “mastered’ keeping my throat from closing in. You isolate. You neglect your self care. Your stomach houses a minimum of 1000 unwanted butterflies. All you can do is lay....lay in quiet and have no interruptions. You start to speak shallow and uneasy.... all the while it’s beyond my control. I try to pray or wish it away and it seems to get worse.... it’s like I’m drowning, screaming to the top of my lungs and no one can hear me
#Liveinmyskin

Why do I feel most comfortable in my own skin watching horror flix with my cats?!