lonelybattle

I can't do this living thing anymore. Don't want to live. Can't God just take me away. If he doesn't want to take me, I'll take myself. #dyinginside #lonelybattle #Depression #SuicidalThoughts

Feeling so alone in this battle , even with the wife and kids around . She gets upset with me when my anxiety gets high and when I wanna meditate she gets angry because I’m not focused on her needs , I’m so fed up with this !!! #Anxiety seems to rule , #lonelybattle