Amongst all pains, the pain of betrayal is the most excruciating of all.
People are conditioned to fill up the emptiness of their current with either dreams of the future or memories of the past, and betrayal takes away just that, the hope of togetherness in future and more painfully the ability to extract happiness from the memories of the past.
-DRISHTI BABLANI
new here..found app and have been reading personal stories and such about the suffering that comes from bpd..i love someone that it affects as well as been hurt by its affects. i saw early on bc i did have understanding through the walls she built the struggle she kept silent from the world..her behaviors were very consistent to filling voids..on the surface she presented very well. although at closer look her coping if u want to call it that was very unhealthy..strung out a lot
of the times with projects, spending, constantly go go go..then crash. never satisfied no matter what she started and finished if she finished at all. on to something else..not emotionally available bc for that to happen she needed to let herself be seen. it was a constant push and pull with her. i am able to communicate things that i needed her to do for me emotionally and it was like i was giving her ammo to push my buttons..very sensitive to anything i said..always taken as a put down or rejection..i can on here..but i’m form and confused how things ended.
i feel i could have been better for her just don’t know exactly bc she was very poor at communicating. say one thing and actions showed something different. just lookin to start a discussion with helpful feed back from others who are affected by this condition. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
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