Majorepressive

I suffer from PTSD and I am having the problem of only being able to remember the traumatic events in my life. I have no recollection of any positive memories or events. I was wondering if any other person has this issue and what they have done or if they have gotten their memories back?
#Majorepressive disorder
#PTSD
#Anxiety
#suicidal ideation

I am at the end of my rope. I can not continue to live with my depression and trauma. I am feeling extremely hopeless...I have no hope. I was just wondering if any of you have found hope if you felt hopeless and if so how. Suicide is my only option.
#Majorepressive disorder, #CPTSD , #Anxiety , #suicidal , #Crohns , #diabetic ,#dependent personality disorder