Melissa passed away on February 12. I didn't find out until the day after and I've never stopped loving, missing or thinking about her! She was my best friend and we talked about everything from weekends to boys and how I was going through so many bad things in my life due to a toxic family member! She helped me through every up and down! I still have memories but are they ever gonna be enough??? Why can't I hug her one last time? Why can't we have one last conversation? When will it be my turn? Does she know how much I miss her or how much she meant to me? Does she miss me? When will the pain end? Well it turns out the pain never ends. No you can't hug her or have one last conversation with her. It will be your turn when God decides! Yes she knows how much you love and miss her and how much she meant to you. Yes she misses you but she's always with you and she like God will never leave you! Because she knows how much you still need her! And one final question that I have asked her and I know she said yes! Will you be the first face I see when I enter the gates of heaven??? And it's like she wrapped her arms around me saying yes! #givegodtheglory #givegodyourtroblesandproblems thanks for reading y'all!