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Hi, I’m coffeeandcats and I’m looking to talk to others that deal with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, OCD, and PTSD. I’m newly married (my second marriage), and he has been supportive of my mental illnesses, but still doesn’t understand them. I’m 47 years old (dealt with mental illness most of my life. I have 3 grown kids that deal with depression. I look forward to talking to others.

#might ytogether #MajorDe

All of the outcomes of my recent appointments end with being prescribed MORE and MORE medications. When will this end?
I'm getting so mentally and physically drained from trying to keep a positive attitude and mindset. As of right now, I'm not ok. I'm not fine. I'm not happy. #might #giveup #depressedmood #Drained

Hi everyone! I’ve not been using this app for ages—things have gotten worse—am waiting to see if I have a brain tumor right now—everyone thought I had foot drop from my 6 spinal surgeries, but it seems the problem may be in my brain. Waiting to have tests done, stressed out and alone.

#ShiftingCurrents

I’m the shadow
creeping across the
valleys’ floor
the hawk soaring
up ..........so high

I’m the breeze
rustling
along the juniper trees
sprouting out of the canyon
cracks

The gentle rains
rains soaking
Pachamama

Hanging in
that stillness
of old growth
forest

I’m a shapeshifter
eons old
reborn with every
mornings sunrise
Crazy. talk.
yeah,I know

A few years ago
I’d agreed
Until,alone
In that dessert crossing
I changed
my song,while
riding ravens back

Is easier done
than it seems
skin is peeling
slowly away

day by day
my heart expands
outwardly

quietly
singing my own
medicine song
song for the earth
medicine
for all
Snassano 09/09/18

I’ve been physically abused to myself with a knife

I’ve been mentally abused to the point that I cry

I’ve emotionally abused myself with depression through this life, can someone please tell me what happiness feels like?

You missed the point in your face that’s the third strike, I don’t want this pain from you anymore. Take a hike.

You’re mistaken to think you and I are alike.

You stare me down and criticize my mistakes

You keep bending me like you want me to break

I’m carrying around this pain that will forever ache. Whatever happened to fixing it when it breaks?

#might ypoets