#panic #neis #PTSD #Gastroparesis

1100pm. I am once again on the bathroom floor. I have had treatment resistant gastroparesis and intractable nausea since 2020. Also, I have had panic disorder for 42 years. If I eat the wrong thing or eat too much of something, I experience severe nausea, vomiting, and everything out the other end. It also causes panic. Panic also makes me nauseous. It's a vicious cycle. Usually, I would be able to take iv meds through my port but 2wks ago I had a blood infection and had to get the port removed. That is also why I'm panicking. I was able to take orally disintegrating zofran and ativan dissolved under tongue but nausea still severe. This is a nightmare scenario. Encouraging words would be appreciated.