I’m still trying to understand life. I was brought into this world by my father who at the time was 26 years old, and my mother who was 16. My father left me when I was little. He became famous in the science field. My mother remarried a man who sexually abused me. I grew up with my mother telling me often: “If abortion was legal back then, you wouldn’t be here.” She always told me I was “just like my dad”. When I finally found my father, he told me: “you’re just like your mother” My father slandered me on FB not long ago. So any relationship with either is impossible. Anyone else feel lonely?