Kitty#CPTSD #breath #avm #CBT #notyourfight
This is for all my watchers and readers, now that I know I have https://them.Thank you for the last two days, the universe has a way of settling the score on its own, in ways, most of you havent learned yet.
I had a moment to reverse and turn back, when a kitty was ran over, on https://purpose.Then darted back into the https://road.A sicko hit her, ten feet from me.no one would https://stop.I scooped her up and flew to the https://vet.She was white and tan calico, fluffy tail long hair, maybe four months https://old.Beautiful https://kitty.She was unconscious in my arms then came to, she was in https://shock.I was in https://shock.They put me in a seperate room and worked on https://her.It felt like https://forever.I felt it ALL, five years of fear,loss and https://regret.Because a stranger kitty is hurt, bad.
All the betrayal, the lies the congames and orchestrated https://munipulation.All of https://it.The snears and gossiping about my life and my https://heartaches.What is wrong with people? Not once,has anyone ever spoken to me, only ABOUT https://me.Not to me,with me, but about me.Ick.
And Im sitting here worrying about a helpless animal, that was hit by a truck, on purpose, in front of https://me.Did I turn a blind eye and say, she did it to herself, her own fault.no I picked her up, held her, cried with her, told her I got you, youre ok, youre safe, Im https://here.I didnt have to think about it, discuss it with others or decide if its worth the effort trying to help https://her.I didnt run away,hide, or freeze, I picked her up and held her, https://immediately.Not a second thought.
After the vets got her iv'd and sedated they let me go https://back.They were patient, reassuring but brutally honest about whats next and what will, could https://happen.Communication.They weren't cold, hard, cocky and defensive towards https://me.They had compassion, concern and https://empathy.They had no reason to judge my tears, concern and state, they understood, my feelings were valid.
They listened, wanted to know what happened to her, in https://detail.They didnt ask the guy, who drove by staring and judging the lady in the middle of the road screaming.
I honestly didnt think I'd be okay https://yesterday.And I was more than ok. And only because I had to face another clown,another flying monkey, trying to teach me another orchestrated lesson, immediately after. A real one,was handed to me on a silver platter, that served me more than anything, any of you, can come up https://with.Stay in your own https://lane.Im not being quiet.
