Odaat

working through the worst part of my PTSD treatment, and have for the first time had ideation since uncovering things from my childhood I never even knew happened. I have sought help from RTC for help processing and healing, from this trauma, and ultimately once I am in a better place of acceptance, healing,’and processing - learning how to cope. I am in 12 step and am grateful for the rooms of na I have 7 + years clean, and, because of na, especially the Step work, sponsor and “we” aspect, the desire to use has been completely lifted..

I’m grateful that I found the rooms. I am just scared about how I will find PTSD/Trauma specific help. I have been speaking to the Refuge in Ocala, and, first they verbally told me my insurance verified and is covering above what I can afford, which is my oop. Now they are saying ... 23k. I feel helpless, completely out of control, and need the safety right now of inpatient trauma help.