I had such a hectic week last week. I slept 4-8 hours over three days & called the cops three times in one day. I finally feel calmer (my girlfriend is 96.4% why) even tho life is a stressful mess sometimes. #Odaat #Inlove #PTSD #Tachycardia
Come April I will be single for one year... and I’m still madly and hopelessly in love with him and I don’t know what to do, I’ve done everything to move on and it just doesn’t seem to work, could it be my BPD or is it that he’s the one and I just have to wait... I got triggered earlier this week when I found out he has a new girlfriend. #Ex #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Inlove #moveon #triggered
My fiancé n I have been doing good. Everything has been peaches and cream until I saw she was talkin to another woman even though she didn’t cheat she doesn’t understand that I no longer can trust what she says to be true sometimes. I voice my problems and she says I’m contradicting because I tell her to handle it one way but when she does I still spazz. I feel that she will never understand me and she will eventually leave because she says she’s “walking on eggshells and afraid to say anything to trigger an Episode because it’s never clear as to what will!” Ugh I’m just blah right now because I wanna fix it but just wanna walk away before it gets worse and she eventually leaves me like they all do. Sorry if I’m all over the place 🤦🏽♀️
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