I am not trying to offend anyone with this post, but please bare with me.
So I discovered that my husband has more dildos, big ones, small ones, anal plugs, penis pump, etc, more than I ever imagined.
I knew he liked anal penetration, however I didn't know how serious this was until last night. Really, the sign was there when he asked me to put a strap on on in the beginning of the year.
Anyway, for the longest he's said he was straight. I'm sorry, but I do not believe him. I tried to be opened about this, and understanding but there is no way that is normal for a straight married man. I'm sorry to offend anyone...
Sex between us has died down and for the longest I thought it was me and my antidepressants, but really, I'm turned off by my husband, especially whenever he keeps making anal references and such. He also can't keep his penis hard with sex, which makes me feel defected...
Anyway, I am just wondering if anyone else has gone through this or could give me some insight.
I would love to read what you post, it might make me feel better because right now I am tired, and at crossroads with everything.