Possiblebipolar

Want to rant about work and a manager today but can’t because can’t stop switching between my anger, hurt and betrayal and seeing the other managers point of view. Still feel she’s pressuring me but don’t trust my perceptions anymore. I had first ever CMHT assessment yesterday and that was already information overload. #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #CPTSD #Possiblebipolar #GeneralizedAnxietyDisorder

Tonight I cried over a boiled egg of all things in the last 4 days I’ve had about 6 hrs sleep yet I can’t switch off everything is making me angry impulsive spending is out of control no meds as pharmacy refuses to dispense until a see a dr as during depressive phase about a month ago I came off them yet all I’m getting is psych team is oversubscribed #Impulsivity #impulsebuys #nosleep #Tomuchenergy #angryanxiety