I found out last week I was pregnant for the first time in my life after trying for a few months with my husband. In a few days those two pinks lines disappeared. It was “chemical” (hate this term because it diminishes what it was) early miscarriage. The pain is beyond devastating. I went from feeling like Christmas morning to a living nightmare. I am so lonely, I have such heavy grief, I am angry. I’m afraid this is going to trigger a bad depressive episode. #PregnancyLoss #Depression #Grief #lonely #Loss