I don’t deserve to be a lesbian, I’m too fat and ugly. I never deserve to have another girlfriend ever again because who the hell would want me?! I only came to terms with my sexuality 3yrs ago aged 29, partly due to child sex abuse, and this makes me feel less deserving of it. I just want to die, I can’t really be my true self. #LGBT #Lesbian #unworthy #Sexuality #Sexabuse #ChildAbuse