Got this email from my ex of three months out of nowhere 😡😡😡😡 really need to actually talk to somebody right now and I don’t really have anybody 😞😞😞😞 This is really fucking up my sleep. I don’t know how I’m going to cope with this it’s way to much for me more than anybody knows and writing things out isn’t really helping 😞😞😞😞 I don’t know what to do 😭😭😭😭 #Depression #Anxiety #Abuse #strugglingwithlife
I've been feeling very worthless and have been wallowing in what feels like a pit of hopelessness.
I've researching mental illness and along the way, I've had some revelations about my personality and mind that are deeply troubling me. I've realized some things about my family, some which I repressed and do not remember, told to me by my brother.
Yesterday, I was very low. i was struggling with some ideation. I feel like an unlovable POS. I told my husband that if he was unhappy and unsatisfied, he could sleep with other people. To use protection and dont tell when or who. I just want one of us to be happy.
He took this as a great insult to himself. He threw my mental illness in my face as an excuse to treat people however I want. He questioned whether I'm a narcissist and saying this as a way to manipulate.
I have a problem with communication and expression. especially under pressure and in emotional-mental stress. I literally shut down verbally. He doesn't understand this at all. Maybe we just aren't a good match. Or maybe this is me just pushing him away when I'm troubled the most.
Thought I would give this a chance. I feel I am on a very low and dangerous road. Looking around I don't see anyone I can turn to, anyone I feel I can trust or believe cares enough. Not anyone strong enough to handle my vicious thoughts and accept that I'm struggling a lot right now. If anything im hoping this could help me release some of these harmful thoughts and let them go, or process then when I need to. Here's to new things... #CheckInWithMe #strugglingwithlife
I’m new to this but I guess I’m struggling a lot at the moment with my mental health. Seems to be one step forward and two steps back with me over the last couple of weeks, even though externally life is okay - very frustrating...
On another note I love the idea of this!
#Depression #HighFunctioningAnxiety #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #strugglingwithlife
Hello everyone. This is my first post.
Everything has been going downhill since my only and my best friend, said very hurtful things to me and ended our friendship. It's been just over 2 weeks but I'm struggling to do simple tasks, my pain and fatigue rule my life now. I struggle to shower or wash my hair, this morning I have to force myself to shower and eat breakfast. How can i survive and fight this fatigue that plagues me day in and day out?
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