Adapting to The Changes ##Depression ##no Self-Esteem ##Ugliness #DegenerativeArthritis
Due to the constant pain the arthritis has me living with, I’ve decided to do what I can, but take the chores in small, manageable bits.
- Clean one room a week or empty one box of my parents’ belongings a week
- Do one interior design project a week. Or color. Or read my design magazines. Because it’s what I love and enjoy.
- Wash, dress and make up every morning as if I was going out - even if I’m not. The Roommate might not care, but I do! And I’m worth looking pretty for!
- Fight my self-negativity, and help others fight theirs.
- Write, as much as my hands will let me. Let people enjoy my writing, my humor. Don’t be so thin-skinned.
There! That’s the general plan for the next 52 weeks. On Jan. 6, I’ll report what I’ve done!
If you need to talk, or have questions or anything, please message me. I’ve been fighting depression for 40 years, attempted self-harm twice and know that feeling you’re having as you read this. No, really, I do.
I care if you are around. I NEED you to be around. Tomorrow, next week - You matter so much. And if you want to know more, message me!
love ya,
Jules