How did I get here? How am I so wound up in someone who can treat me so badly? 20 years ago, I never would have fought so hard for someone who doesn’t give a shit about my feelings. Now here I am, begging, pleading, appealing , not for the man who hurt me, but the one who made me feel safe and loved. And I’m still wondering why, why do I want a man who still has feelings for someone who helped him hurt me? Wth is wrong with me?! I have lost every ounce of self respect I ever had..
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