Why am I controlling but can't take control of anything?
I know that contradicts each other but hear me out.

I'm in my 20s I can't do much for myself (I rely on others to do my hospital info and all paperwork all the adult jobs really, etc) but yet I want everything thing done a certain way and perfectly. But if I try and do it I can't.
Is this because I have avoidance issues or do I just suck and adulting and life? #Adulting #paperwork #control #controlingpersonality #unmotivational