unorganized

So today I looked everywhere for three hours straight for something I misplaced. By the time I found it, I was in tears and thought I was going to get sick for getting myself so worked up. I get so upset with myself because I’m so unorganized and can’t remember where I put things. I really wish I wasn’t like this. Can anyone relate??

All this time in the house, still cannot organize. Do I have too much stuff or am I just a bad
At cleaning up. Everything has a place until I forget to put away then the nightmare begins, one thing on-top of another - especially clothes. Feeling defeated, once I am working again I had hoped to have a house in sparkling tidy order, failing miserably. 😕