it feels like I've lost this fight😭 I spent an hour sat in the toilet at work falling apart today. My manager then hearing me, and sent me home for the 20th time this month. Gave me the weekend off. I feel so pathetic. I’m meant to be a supervisor, I’m letting my team down, everyone down, because I’m so fucked up. I can't keep do this, everyday i try everyday I can't handle it, I'm so weak it just gets worse and worse I can't do anything anymore😭 I can't live a life like this anymore😭 I just want to run away, but I can’t run away from my thoughts, I can’t run away from myself😭😭 #wasteofair #suicidal #fallingapart