whereami

to sum it up, my therapy homework this week was to not push down emotions, feel them, and work on self acceptance and compassion etc etc.

i tried too hard during a very difficult week and i am now that dotted face emoji.

i would be content staring at the ceiling right now but time goes by too slowly.

i’m sleeping as much as i can but my body doesn’t need much sleep and i suffer from chronic pain that really gets bad when i sleep because i can’t seem to sleep in a proper position.

this was supposed to be a long story short.

so what do you do when you don’t feel anything for anything but you’re not exactly interested at counting the minutes until bed time. #BPD #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #Dissociation #whereami

Exhausted is when I go through my day on auto pilot. #whereami