Sorry to everyone that I keep making posts about my mom. She was my biggest fan, she always was there for me, she was my strength, and emotional support. It’s been now 3 months since she passed and I know this day is going to be hard and it’s already started. I shake my head thinking will someone please wake me up from this god awful nightmare. Why couldn’t had this been my horrible father?! My mom was an angel. I know she’s looking over me and my sister and new born niece but it’s so hard to go on some days where I don’t want to leave my apartment. Anytime I see or hear about a mother this strong feeling of emptiness comes across me and my chest hurts. Seriously fuck cancer and everything it takes with it.