Loneliness
I am busy during the day. I go out and play cards at the Senior Center. I attend church on Sunday.
I work during the day.
I hate coming home afterwards because my anxiety kicks into high gear
I see the dirty dishes and I hurry and get them done. I get panicy
and get mad at myself for leaving a mess.
I do not do many things to take care of myself. The reason is I am not financially able to get my hair done or get a pedicure
This is a strange time in my life. I am 64 years old . I do work because that is all I have ever known. Retirement is not a possibility however I opted to receive my social security benefits at the age of 62.
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