Frustrated #CPTSD #MajorDepressiveDisorder #HidradenitisSuppurativa #Anxiety #sad #Migraine #abdominal surgery
I have had a really rough 4 months!!! I suffer from several mental and physical conditions, yet do my best everyday to try to be happy, or at least pretend, if I'm not. About 4 months ago I had to have an emergency abdominal laproscopy, that turned into an emergency laparotomy while I was on the table,and resulted in a few days in the hospital. 2 weeks later I have my check up, and end up having a partial laparotomy done IN OFFICE!!! I'm still in pain,have a hard time doing simple tasks, and feel like noone at home understands. They want me to be "normal" NOW!! I'm super depressed because it's my body's fault, not mine persay. 🙃