adultbullying

There has been some problems at my workplace. Nothing serious, we had to expel a student, and his mom, who firstly seemed to agree, is now attacking me personally, saying that I never gave the kid a chance, that I'm a liar and so on. My conscience is ok, I know the truth, and so do my colleagues and my boss. And yet, I am not ok. I used to like this woman but now I'm even scared of going out and see her (we live close to each other)
It doesn't make any sense. Why am I feeling like this? It's like someone is grabbing and pressing my heart with such strength that I feel like dying and crying. Unfortunately, and in order to avoid doing exactly that, I hurt myself with a box cutter, just like I did when I was a teenager. I'm a grown woman. I thought I was stronger than this. I don't know what to do. #Bullying #adultbullying #ChronicDepression #Selfharm #Depression #IfYouFeelTooMuch