I’ve struggled with these inner wars for years on end.. I tried so hard to shove them deep down! I’m a mother which makes it so much easier because I know my child loves me and when I was a single mother, I never felt so true to myself! Well.. I got married (even though I told him and myself I wasn’t ready) but it happened. We’ve been together for 7years and I’ve never felt so alone in my life. He tells me depression is not a real, I’m just insecure, he gets frustrated and angry when I’m sad, and once I tried opening up and he said “I really don’t care how stressed out you are or how your day goes..” so I have to wear the masks I wear for strangers and coworkers... for him. I am exhausted beyond belief. I am lost in a world of fog. It has never been this intense within myself.. that all my pride & strength cannot shield my emotions anymore. My emotions are completely unpredictable even to me.