So many people have so much less than I do. I have people who love me and want me to live. A beautiful family. I reported sexual harassment and tanked my dream career and finances, but I still have my family. So if I have so much, why do I feel so empty? What is wrong with me? Why do I have to be this way? Why have I always felt this way? #BingePosting #BorderlinePersonalityDisorder #MomGuilt #Selfharm #SurvivorsGuilt #ChildhoodTraumaSurvivors #killmenow