#BorderlinePersonalityDisorder
I have problems with my behaviors when I’m really stressed out I lie and end up doing things that I regret and get stuck in a devaluation stage I rage and yell at my parentener I end up eventually cheating on either emotional or physically I love her with all my heart and want a end to this madness I’m having struggles identifying the point where it’s to late and I lose control of everything #CPTSD #BPD #Disasociation disorder #complusive disorder #codependentpersonality #addictive personality disorder #complextrauma these are what my mental illnesses and issues are I’m scared because I got drunk and black and hurt some people that I live with and I’m glad I didn’t hurt my girlfriend but the fact is I could of killed someone under the influence that was the first time I drank in a year and half