desvenlafaxine

I want to use my medication less but I feel horrible when I stop taking them, I can’t focus, I binge eat and that leads to weight gain, I’m even more depressed, and my ankles start to swell. I’m only 17 and wanna find a better alternative, I don’t want to have to depend on medicine for the rest of my life to feel sane, I currently take, vyvanse (70 mg), hydroxyzine (25 mg), desvenlafaxine (50 mg) and Trazodone for bed time (50 mg). #medcine #Vyvanse #hydroxyzine #desvenlafaxine #Trazadone #ADHD #Antidepressants #Overit #justwannafeelbetter #pleaseletmekmow #anythinghelps

I feel awful. I don't know if it is due to the #withdrawal effects or just my regular #Depression worsened by the fact the I am currently living my worst nightmare: being #quarantined with my toxic and invalidating parents. I woke up completely dissociated feeling like nothing was real. As the day went on, my head has started aching a bit and my stomach still hurts from yesterday but I feel the urge to binge eat. I haven't felt the impulse to make myself throw up so that's an improvement. Anyway, my parents found out that I haven't been taking my meds so I will probably restart taking #desvenlafaxine today. Just a lower dosis than regular. Not sure if it's the greatest idea tho.

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