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The universe has always amazed me. Supernovae, black holes, galaxies, nebulae - they're all chaotic, unpredictable, and yet somehow breathtakingly beautiful. I can look at cosmic chaos and see wonder.

But it'sironic, because in my own life, chaos often feels unbearable. I see beauty in space being chaotic, but when I feel chaos inside myself, I usually hate it. Living with BPD means my inner world can get so exhausting and dark, and the emotions are so heavy sometimes I don't know what to do with them.

At the same time, I know that without those deep, exhausting, dark feelings, I wouldn't have those deep, amazing, unbelievable moments of joy either. The kind Where I well up with tears of happiness - sometimes just from Seeing someone else happy. I love that I'm able to feel that happiness for others. I'm also glat that through all that chaos it has helped me feel empathy for people when they need it.

Einstein once said the most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious. For me, chaos is part of that mystery, that adventure - both out in the universe and inside of me. The same way stars are born from the collapse of dying ones, some of my best, most compassionate parts of Myself have come from the hardest experiences.

I won't pretend its easy. sometimes my chaos still feels unbearable. But I've Started to realize it's also part of what makes me who I am. Maybe the chairs is what makes the joy possible. Maybe the chaos is sacared too.

What about you? Do you See beauty in your own chaos, or does it is still feel like something you want to escape?

Meg

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I think everyone has a disability of some kind. But we are the intelligent ones talking about it & getting the help we need. What about the rest of the world? The silent ones? Do you think they are perfect & have nothing wrong with them? Sure. I think they just hide their problems, illnesses & disabilities and they are the quiet ones watching us enviously as we fight to get the help we need. No matter what others may think of us. The others are hiding in shame as they realize they really aren’t perfect after all but would never admit it out loud. They continue to exist & keep their problems to themselves & all the while they are getting worse alone, no courage to speak the unforgivable words that they just might not be so perfect after all. We are the smart ones & keep fighting til the end. We have a voice and everyone can hear it and wish that they had the same strength and a voice of their own. LOVE TO YOU ALL! Jeri ♥️. #fightforyourlife #livinglife #useurvoice #beheard #Disabilities #Abilities #einstein #toomanybrains #harddriveisfull #invisibledisabilities #Bipolar #PTSD #Epilepsy #TBI #BUYPOLAR

I took this photo from a rare copy I have of Science Fiction Monthly from 1974. It has always tickled my imagination. If one looks away from something, what is the reality of what you are not looking at? Einstein once quipped "...I like to think the moon is there even if I am not looking at it...". Who knows though 🙂😊🌜🦠🤓🔭