Epilepsy

I have diagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder from psychiatry treatment team at Kaiser along with massive depressive disorder, anxiety disorder, and adjustment disorder. I have CPTSD but I have had ptsd since i was.... well my whole damn life I was abused in ways I won't utter even hear when i was an infant/ toddler. anyways i digress. I currently do not have and active Kaiser membership so all I can use is the VA because i am a disabled veteran. my psychiatrist told me she was adding a medication to help me with my mood. which i thought strange because besides severe depression my mood has been stable since I'm all alone right now. I can't really get in a fight with nobody. and nobody can leave or abandon me if nobody is here to begin with. anyways, I take Lexapro for my depression. she warned me that the new medication she was writing for my mood I had to be very careful and "titrate" on to the meds very slowly. naturally i got nervous and i looked up the meds when i got them in the mail and she prescribed me lamotrigine which comes up online as a BI-Polar medication. I don't feel safe taking a med for a condition I know that I don't have and I know that many people who had BPD have been misdiagnosed sometimes several times with Bi-Polar. can anyone offer any thoughts. I know most would say just call her up and talk to her, but to me she lied. she said it was for mood, and its for a completely separate condition. i also see that its used for epilepsy which i also do not have. I realy hope someone can give me some advice

I suffer from anxiety and major depression. I also have epilepsy, adhd and I’m low on the spectrum for autism. My depression went away for awhile and I thought “Hey this is amazing!” Recently it came back and I called a crisis line crying to a man I never met because I was so miserable. I have a little boy and I’m married. I haven’t been wanting to do anything but lay around and just be in my own little world. When my son needs a diaper change I feel like it’s a chore and I barely wanna help him. When the house needs cleaned I wait days to do so because it sucks anymore. I don’t have any friends and my dads side of the family (excluding my aunts and uncles) ignore me when I talk to them. I’m always getting my flaws point out and it makes me feel even worse about myself. I know I’m babbling but that’s what I do and I feel like I’m annoying and a burden. I just hope this helps me and I hope I make friends.

Hi, my name is StressedMess617. I'm here because

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Hi, my name is AffableHedgehog993. I'm here because I have a weird combo of TLE, migraine, POTS, and PPPD.

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