For 3 months I've been off of work do to #COVID19 the first week I cried I was so #depressed , then I cleaned and after a month or so I my anxiety was worse than ever and I was going thru sleeping all day and being up all night cleaning and becoming very OCD then I started doing more for loved ones buying them stuff and always being there for them and I would cry in silence because I know I was being tooken advantage of....So the last two weeks I have been do angry and mad that at 50 I'm rebelling and trying to live it up... spending way to much money and regretting it in spiralling out and I feel like I'm gonna crash....I wish my family would just accept me for me and not lable me as Angry Lori....im tired of this .....