depressed

My fiancé and I have been together a bit over a year now. He has had a hard time keeping jobs. His last one fired him. The job he had before that he had issues with some of the employees and was bullied to the point where he was having anxiety attacks thinking about going to work. The job he just lost this month was due to lack of ability to work with others. I've just never seen someone have such a problem keeping a job. It makes me worry that this is going to be a common thing with him. He's applied at numerous places but keeps getting turned down. He's at the point where he wants to apply for unemployment and disability and not work. Is it rude of me wanting to leave? I have been living paycheck to paycheck myself but just got a better job in February and finally making better money and was getting ready to pay off some debts and start a savings account until he lost his job. Now I'm left paying for everything. I can't do it. I don't make enough for the both of us. I love him but all I see is this continuing problem in the future and that frightens me. I saw my mom go through it with my dad. Also, we have been having other problems as well. There has been moments of verbal abuse. He has a hard time controlling his temper when he is angry and tends to yell and scream and break things. It's reminding me of the way I was verbally abused in my last relationship. He has been working on this but I still fear for the next time he has one of his freak outs. I have fibromyalgia, anxiety, and depression and I've noticed my anxiety and pain has been getting worse. I'm getting. Real tired.

#Fibromyalgia #Relationships #verbalabuse #conflicted #anxious #depressed

I had an ankle fusion in 2001, an ankle replacement in 2010 and I’ve been doing amazing since. I’ve been having pain in this ankle lately and I noticed that my I was walking on the side of my foot. So I went and saw my ortho surgeon. X-ray shows that I had a complete and total ankle failure. My bones have been crushed and ground up, the bottom of the replacement is upside down and the fusion no longer exsists. Another replacement is off the table and there is not enough bone to do a fusion. The only thing that is left to do is to have my foot/ankle amputated. I’m beyond scared!!
#depressed #scared #Arthritis #LimbAmputation

Today I am volunteering at the hospital Lehigh Valley Muhlenberg. I am emotionally and physically drained. I have bowling with friends tonight. I have like 0 energy right now and I just want to go home and sleep or something. I need help but I don't know how to ask for it because I am mentoring people. #Grief #depressed #anxious

So I see an intern therapist at the college I go to. At first it was ok but over the last couple of weeks I've slipped into a depression. He knows this. And he's told me that he's very concerned but I'm afraid to tell him my true thoughts and feelings because we only get so many sessions together. I want so badly to blurt out everything that I'm thinking and feeling but I'm not sure that it's a good idea. I only have like four more sessions with him and at this point I don't know what good it would do. Plus I don't want to bother him and put more on his shoulders. Should I tell him or should I leave it alone? #depressed #Anxiety

Im so tired ….. I Feel so depressed...... I can't I'm struggling ... and crying nonstop . and when I do try to sleep 😴 I just curl up in a ball and ball my eyes out and don't hardly get any sleep some nights because I can't ... litterally screaming alone ..... I feel so alone .. 😫😭#depressed #alone #Crying #Depression #canwetalk I need

Man these last 6 months my incontinence accidents have really amped up

(SO #depressed )

I HAVE DEALTH WITH ACCIDENTS AT LEAST ONCE A DAY MY ENTIRE LIFE...have been using disposable underwear 20 yrs. NEVEVR have I wet through the all untill July!

I started wetting though.... NEW: without the sensation to go! SO MY Clothes(MY WHEELCHAIR SEAT STAYS WET because of wear damage is to exposed cushion & wood) & floors are now getting soaked..

SO TIRED & defeated I struggle to even bother bathing--WHY? WET SEAT GETS clean clothes wet anyway! SIGH!

So Jan 9th, I started taking the Better Bladder supplement...

I'll be taking 3 weeks this coming Monday.

At week 2 I noticed I had 5 hrs between bathroom visits HOPE is helping...

UNTILL last night. I went 4 x barely holing it.

THEN this morning ---I WET THROUGH

DOES ANYBODY TAKE BETTER BLADDER supplement? How was your experience? Is this common while getting to the 8 wks for best results mark?

#ComplicatedGrief #sad #depressed

#depressed #frustrated

Reaching out for supports but please keep me in your thoughts I’m going through a really hard time. Appreciate any prayers love or good energy sent my way. Thank you.

#Crisis #Anxiety #depressed #Needhope #ThankYou