I’m not wanted. All my friends abandoned me, I submitted an article two weeks ago (from my writing email), and forgot to include things because I’m an idiot. My family hates me and doesn’t talk to me, and I have no one to talk to. I feel like I’ll be alone forever. #BPD #alone #unwanted #unloved #depressed
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I hate it when I think people care and then remember they don’t. I had what I thought was a a great day with my niece today. We had lunch and did a bit of shopping. When asked later about it she said it was just “ok”. It made me feel bad and like I just tried too hard or something. I definitely won’t do that again any time soon.
I feel like time is slipping through my hands, and I am overwhelmed by the fear that I will never be able to love or be loved in the way I truly desire. I feel trapped and depleted in my current environment, and it's making me feel as though my life and my potential are passing me by while I remain invisible to those around me #tired #MentalHealth #depressed #Anxiety #Love
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A character from a series I once watched explained depression in a way I resonate with deeply . In his explanation we are asked to imagine our arm has been cut off and it is bleeding and there is blood everywhere . This is quite literally an emergency as we are in so much pain and loosing so much blood that everyone should be around us , checking on us trying to stop the bleeding. But alas , no one is there , and we are all alone , and no one but you can see that your arm has been cut off and is severely bleeding .
#depressed
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So, I was released to go back to work on light duty since the ligaments in my knee are not 100% holding it in place. My employer says no, that I can’t come back to work with restrictions since it was not a result of a work place accident. I called in and put in a request for my FMLA to be extended for the last two weeks that I have, but I don’t know what I’m going to do. I feel so lost. I’ve applied to ten jobs this past month. I haven’t gotten a single one. I feel like a failure. #Defeated #depressed #Panicking #failure
I was so hopeful when I first joined and poof that hopefulness has disappeared. It just the same old feeling of loneliness but in a much bigger group.
What do you do when you’re unable to make a connection because of feeling too old, too uninteresting and too self-centred. Joining has not helped, it has increased feeling of unworthiness and that feeling of being invisible
I don’t know what I expected when I came here but it wasn’t this. I don’t know what to do and I certainly don’t want pity, I have more than enough of my own.
It’s all too sad. I’m letting you know and I don’t really now why. There is no real connection so I can just go silently.
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I fucking relapsed… 4 years went down the fucking drain… went and texted the first person I could trust and she was upset with me… I tried, I really did… I tried distracting myself, but nothing worked for long…I just kept crying and kept repeating “I’m sorry”, not sure who I was apologizing to 😞
I really did try! I’ve had very strong urges and stuff while my fiancé has been gone (he’s currently in AIT portion of OSUT, has 5 weeks left). And I like being honest with him, we’re gonna be getting married when we bring him home, and I’m happy about that. It doesn’t help that I could possibly have Borderline Personality Disorder or some PD with dependent traits (or possibly both)…
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My cat, (any one cat I had at any given time) keeps me from getting as severely #depressed as I would if I didn't have my furry feline! I say it a lot ! My cat is my lifesaver. Happy National Pet Day to all you pets & pet owners, from my cat, Honey & I.
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I wish I felt better. I wish I was in a better mood. It’s just so hard when you hurt everyday. It use to be that I had several days off a month of no pain. Now it’s constant and I’m getting worn out. I know I’ve been doing too much, I work full-time, I go to school full-time, and I’ve been trying to finalize my parents estate because they recently passed away.
My go to self help were my guitars, but I’m finding it more and more difficult to play. My mental state sucks, bad. I just made an appointment with a mental health clinic through my insurance. I feel like the coping mechanisms I had don’t work.
I hate going to work because one of the best things that make me feel good is my dog and I can’t take him in.
I’m tired……. Anyone else? #tired #hurt #wannagiveup #RheumatoidArthritis #depressed #Needabreak #lookingforhelp #Community #ChronicPain #Anxiety #ChronicFatigue
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Last night I met up with his old group of friends, 2/4 were his closest and I’ve only known 1 of them for quite a long time now… since he passed on, that one friend has been pushing me away and telling everyone not to let me around to chill… I’m hurt, very hurt but it is what it is. I hope they realize that how they are treating me is not what my partner would have wanted, he would have wanted them to treat me differently and watch over me as good as he did… he literally called them his brothers💔 I mean I can’t be too upset about this because it probably hurts them just as much to be around me without him, to see me looking lost and alone… but at least be putting some kind of effort or something you know? They don’t bother to message me or anything, they laugh and don’t even care to talk with me or talk about good ole memories. I know it hurts but damn we need to have those conversations with each other about him, we all need a little bit more of comfort and love that my partner always brought upon everyone.
#alone #lost #depressed #MentalHealth #Anxiety #PTSD #Trauma #Suicide #lonely #Grief #healingjourney
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