A Waste of Fat and Skin
I joined the sports teams because
I was looking for me
And found that I was a waste of fat and skin
Warming the bench
Dreaming of going in
at the last second
The hero who saved the day.
But I would have blown it
My reflexes arriving
Half a day late
And my eyes blind
To what mattered
On the field of battle
There is no room
for "tries really hard."
Only victory or shame.
Coach would have cut me
From the team
But I was the deadweight
Filling out a roster
Tolerated as long as I take up space
And never do anything to cost
The deserving their win.
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