Loneliness

Anyone up for a Chat?

2am here and just drinking my first cup of coffee. My sleep schedule is completely out of sync. Well they finished all the painting yesterday. Today it’s just putting all the gutters,lights and security lights back on ( shouldn’t take to long). It has Buddy out of sync as well as he’s used to be able to go out when he wants, but with all the workers here, that’s the last thing they need to deal with. Then it’s time for me to clean up the garage and shed. I live in Florida so it doesn’t get to cold like what most of you have to deal with. It’s a different kind of cold when the temps drop. Next week is going to be a rough one weather wise so stay warm. When I was younger, I used to sit and dream about owning 10 acres in the mountains and living with all that beauty that surrounds it. Not anymore though when I see all that snow and cold. But spring is right around the corner! Life Dunce, How are you doing ? You’ve weighed heavily on my mind since I read your first post. I know it’s easy to say just take the first step. In reality unfortunately it’s true. Not being motivated to go to work is hard. I’m envious as I wish I could go to work and hear other voices as my wife works and it gets kinda lonely. You become self isolated which isn’t healthy. Well signing off for now as it’s time for that 2nd cup. All of you have a Great Positive day…..David

Loveliness Anyone here to talk?

Anyone up for chat?

Anyone up for chat?

I joined a group on Facebook for lonely people looking for friends and people to talk to. I've had a lot of good conversations. Then today I got a message from someone. It started ok but he asked me what mental health conditions I have and I told him. Then he asked me to define them all. Fuck my head hurts and I'm not going to define shit, use Google.
Then he asked if I was ok talking to a Muslim which doesn't phase me cuz as long as he's respectful of me I'm fine. I am not prejudiced against anyone except people who hurt animals and children.
So he says he can help me overcome being trans and depressed. I'm like dude I am fine, I'm just lonely. He said he thought I was depressed.
Well he stopped responding so I blocked him.
And now I'm super thirsty and in a lot of pain. My entire back is seizing up.
Last night I tried to make a turkey roll up. I used a red pepper hummus flavored tortilla wrap but when I took a bite omg so spicy! I even dipped in ranch dressing. I ate 2 bites trying to just muscle through it but I was really in a lot of pain from the capsaicin. I used half of a tomato too.
I'm really craving chocolate chip or blueberry pancakes.
I think I'm gonna go make a bottle of coffee and just doomscroll FB groups.

Anyone here to talk? Dm me