gadolinium

I flip flop. After 30 yrs with suicide ideation, I began to understand and get a grip on it. I was beaten, physically and mentally abused by one of the best.

As I healed from the abuse, I was able to self-coach and ask myself...what do I need right now? Addressing that whether it be companionship, a hug, time with a friend, healthy food, sleep, etc., suicide ideation instances dropped significantly.

Then, I was poisoned with Gadolinium Toxicity. A new type of physical pain. My body is on fire 24x7. Self describing myself as a chicken just fresh out of the deep fat fryer and still sizzling. It's been 2 yrs. in April. Physically, I'm treating the Gadolinium. But sleep is non-existent, bone pain is horrific. So, now what...the suicidal thoughts return with a vengeance somedays.

The reason for this reply...I started working with a counselor who specializes in Brainspotting, similar to EMDR only it works more quickly. It's non-invasive- meaning I don't have to subject myself to pharmaceutical drugs.

Always, there are ways to overcome the horror suicide and pain bring on.

Stay hopeful everyone. K ow that you can make it one more day and everything in life is temporary.

Please reach out...ask for help if you need it. DM me...if you want. I believe something good comes from everything in life. Sometimes we just need a reminder or the support and caring of another human who understands and won't judge.

In kindness,
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#ChronicIllness #gadolinium #advocate4you

I have been diagnosed with #gadolinium Deposition Disease. A result of a MRI with contrast (Gadolinium) . This rare earth metal is #Toxic and remains in brain bone tissue and organs of everyone injected per a letter directly from the manufacturers. There is #nocure or #Antidote .

The symptoms, side effects are horrific and the pain excruciating.

8+ million patients are injected every year in the US and many may have symptoms that they never connected to the MRI procedure. Other countries have removed many brands from being used due to concern for #patientsafety . To learn more go to gadoliniumtoxicity.com or reply to me with your questions. #gadisbad