The energy of others
Today was a good day. It's been a while since I have had a truly deeply good day. And when I say "good day". I mean all around. From waking up aaaaall the way to laying in bed (right now). And I believe that a large reason for the good day was I was feeding off of the good energy of those around me.
Most days I am home alone, mainly. My husband is at work but he doesn't come home until evening, so the day is usually all mine. And it's spent alone. My energy level is usually very low. My pain level is normally mid to high. But this morning I awoke with energy. With a low pain level. A friend drove an hour and a half to spend the day with....me. Really with...me?!?! And we spent time with family also. Laughing, talking, eating. You could almost SEE the positive energy around us. It was so beautiful!
So tonight I lay here and I think of my day. My wonderful day. And I am so thankful. I feel so blessed. Days like these are rare. Like going-into-the-woods-and-almost-petting-a-deer rare. I want to savor this day, cherish it. I wish I could bottle this beautiful energy. The energy of friends and family. The energy from the laughter and conversation. The energy from the love felt by each person. I wish I could bottle that all up and use a little bit each day. Because today felt so good that I think I'm addicted to it, and I might have withdrawals. 😉❤️ #GoodDay #Depression #SchizoaffectiveDisorder #ComplexRegionalPainSyndrome #Insomnia #goodenergy