The Build Up, The Break and The Healing
Days when Appetite is lost, Insomnia creeps in- wait I’ve taken my meds consistently, so why?! The oval, or rectangle, or triangle, or circle …or..whatever shape to navigate your highs and lows and I call it neutral state but recently have discovered it’s also called baseline. Oohhhh the sweet Bitterness of Baseline. I’m bored. I’m not hypomanic, nor depressed just — flatlined. I don’t feel here nor there. Just content. I refer to it as “going through the motions” and at least I’m not doing X,Y,Z - right?! In this space of Baseline I sit. I fully give into the Stillness of Nothingness. Salt lamp is always on, sometimes white candles are lit, sometimes Nag Champa is burning. Heck if I’m lucky I’ll blog or journal! Wow! Those are the good baseline days. How do you cope with the waves within your shape? What brings you joy within your baseline or “neutral” days?