I spoke with my heart today
We haven’t spoken like this in a long time
It told me things that I needed to hear
It told me to tell people about us
“Tell them about us” it said
I broke into tears because everyone in my life, including myself, told me to hide myself
Especially the dark parts of myself
But it told me today that my dark parts
The parts of me that everybody wants me to hide and to keep quiet
Just want me to love them the way they have always wanted to be loved
“Tell them the story about us” it said
“Stop trying to hide us,” it cried
“I’m tired of being alone,” it sobbed
That’s when I realized that it was me all along
I betrayed myself and pushed myself away
Today I sit before my heart with the intention of getting to know it more
And to fall back in love with it
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