I just always thought things were supposed to be that way; I was conditioned to feel guilt and shame if I was in a good mood. So, things felt right to me to feel bad and to me, pain was comfort; it was home.it shocked me to learn that life could feel amazing and that everyone else felt that way.... #healingfromchildhoodtrauma #CPTSD #selftherapy #Selfdiscovery #narcissism