Last night ‘the dark’ entered my head... it was so bad but I remember very little...
I remember my 6 yo asking me if I was alright and I was talking to her trying to answer but nothing came out, I was being held prisoner in my own head and being told really horrible nasty things about me... at one stage the urge to plunge a knife through my heart was so clear I somehow managed to throw it across the room... but in the morning the reality was that I had already butchered my arm...
I don’t want to end my life but I’m starting to feel like the dark will take over one day and I will never feel anything ever again
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