I just had a date and today had to tell him about my depression ptsd anxtity and a little bit what happened it was the hardest thing I have ever done.
I really like the guy because of small my scares from the past I couldn't just do the deed or even think about it right away
I was ready but my mind was complicating weather it was right or wrong I feel as if he won't message me back after this
I have problems in the past were a guy told me I wasn't good enough or I wasn't a great person. But these scares from my past stop me from what I love to do #CPTSD