I must’ve been manic for a while but I didn’t even realize it and no one close to me noticed it either to tell me to get help. I just have not been taking my medications the way I should’ve which is a common mistake we do when we think we don’t need our meds but of course we do. I remember Friday and leaving work and going home without eating lunch to take my Dad to the dr appt just to take him to a wrong location. Then we had family visit on Saturday am. Then the rest becomes like a fuzzy haze of what was real and a hallucination saying I had kids (when I have never had a baby before) to a friend was gonna come and marry me I told my parents that. To not going to be buy sweet bread like I said I was going to. To omg good thing I did not drive during this time. I didn’t have the mind to charge my phone and oh I have work the next day I thought I was in a different year let alone what was happening I thought someone was recording my every move like a reality TV. I had gotten my hair even matted and I cut it on one side I have never cut my hair not even during the pandemic. Needless to say when I came to… life was so depressing I lost my job because I didn’t call in…. In my defense I was out of my mind how could I call. This had never had to me before. Not sure if this common with bipolar but I sure felt embarrassed and all kinds of confused and sad and just like I can’t trust no one. Tell alone tell someone else what just happen to me. Definitely need more self care in place and then I should’ve called the crisis center but I was like I’m not suicidal…. But for sure having psychosis. Has this happened to you? Please share and let me know.