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Feeling oh so very lost right now. With all the medication changes nothing is working so far. If anything I have gotten worse. My anxiety and depression is out of control for the last 2 months. I have a call into the doctor and waiting for a call back from them. Not sure what more I can do. #onalityDisorder #Anxiety #dep #Depression #Anxiety # suicidal #needing help.

The duality of my life, wanting to be alone yet together. What do you when you want both?

I am a Christian that i am sure of but never seem to fit into any church dont feel accepted or wanted ..Told some about my bdp/adhad/ptsd not understanding at all now distance themselves to the point I cant go to church anymore..even if i say nothing i end up on my own ..how do you live with this?