nssh

“I am fine”
I make a point to enunciate every word for what it’s worth. Hoping you’ll believe me.
“I am Fine.”
That hard F sound should make it sound believable right? Some one of a none sane mind wouldn’t be able to give you such a quick and simple answer, right?
“I AM FINE”
Sorry for being so loud. I just wanted to make sure you heard me…as I am working my way away from the space so you can’t see my bright red eyes. Out of sight out of mind, that’s what they say right?

#BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #social isolation #nssh

I crave sleep. My body is so tired. My mind is so tired. My soul is so tired. Just a little Undisturbed nothingness. But no matter how much “sleep” I get, it’s never enough.
And with sleep comes the unsatisfaction of waking up. Just another realization, as I open my eyes, that I undoubtedly have to repeat this whole process, yet again. Drudge through another emotionless day. Pray to the sleep gods. Rinse and repeat. Like a cog in the monotonous spindle of life.
Mornings are hard. Fighting a battle with yourself, before the birds are even chirping. How do you do it?

#BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #Depression #nssh

Celebrating the fact that I’m still here 4 years after I didn’t think I wanted to be ❤️

#BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #nssh

Celebrating the fact that I’m still here 4 years after I didn’t think I wanted to be ❤️

#BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #NonSuicidalSelfHarm #nssh

I am so tired.
Of nothing specific
Just tired.
I know it’s not time
Just yet
But man oh man
I am tired.

#BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #nssh