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    I am not okay. “I am fine.”

    “I am fine”
    I make a point to enunciate every word for what it’s worth. Hoping you’ll believe me.
    “I am Fine.”
    That hard F sound should make it sound believable right? Some one of a none sane mind wouldn’t be able to give you such a quick and simple answer, right?
    “I AM FINE”
    Sorry for being so loud. I just wanted to make sure you heard me…as I am working my way away from the space so you can’t see my bright red eyes. Out of sight out of mind, that’s what they say right?

    #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #social isolation #nssh

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    Good morning?

    I crave sleep. My body is so tired. My mind is so tired. My soul is so tired. Just a little Undisturbed nothingness. But no matter how much “sleep” I get, it’s never enough.
    And with sleep comes the unsatisfaction of waking up. Just another realization, as I open my eyes, that I undoubtedly have to repeat this whole process, yet again. Drudge through another emotionless day. Pray to the sleep gods. Rinse and repeat. Like a cog in the monotonous spindle of life.
    Mornings are hard. Fighting a battle with yourself, before the birds are even chirping. How do you do it?

    #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #Depression #nssh

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    Still Alive

    Celebrating the fact that I’m still here 4 years after I didn’t think I wanted to be ❤️

    #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #nssh

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    Still Alive

    Celebrating the fact that I’m still here 4 years after I didn’t think I wanted to be ❤️

    #BipolarDepression #Bipolar2Disorder #NonSuicidalSelfHarm #nssh

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    Exhausted

    I am so tired.
    Of nothing specific
    Just tired.
    I know it’s not time
    Just yet
    But man oh man
    I am tired.

    #BipolarDisorder #BipolarDepression #nssh