I am so tired of depression. I can’t differentiate it from myself on most things. I know that I am not depressed but I have depression. I do not define myself by my disagnoses , or trying to keep that mindset.

Sometimes, it’s hard. So much transitioning right now with starting college and trying to get a handle managing online school for and with my elementary kid; all the while, raising a toddler as my spouse works from home all but two days a week. Trying to find balance is not easy right now.

To top it all off, it’s effecting my libido and ability to enjoy relations with my spouse.

Depression enjoys my suffering too much. So, I combat with art which does help but trying to figure out what to do is a bit harder to be inspired.

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